http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/ My fantasies... Thu, 18 Oct 2007 21:55:02 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Thu, 18 Oct 2007 13:52:20 GMT a picture post today... here are some pictures from Khao Lak. It is seriously one of the best and nicest places i have ever been to.. i love that place. words really can't describe what the place is like... all i know is that i will miss it like nothing in the world. i would seriously love to go back if i can. anyway, the above pic is an orphan fom there.. worked there as a volunteer for a month. cute guy innit? what my place looked like. mess eh? stayed with a friend of mine.. real cute guy. name's perry. there he is. what he's holding is a bottle of chicken sauce. and he's... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Wed, 12 Sep 2007 11:16:09 GMT it has been a really long time since i have updated, sorry. i have been busy these days.. lots of stuff to iron out. hmm. all right... now what to say.. first, i have recently returned from a trip to khao lak, and it has been great there. i love it there.. it was really nice. peace and quiet was the name of the game, no cars, no busy traffic. and the best part, the green everywhere, the blue skies, the brown earth.. basically nature in it's element. apart from the several buildings there, everything was untouched nature.. for the first time in a REALLLY long time, i saw blue skies. loved... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Sun, 03 Jun 2007 14:14:54 GMT call me attention seeking, call me an idiot. but i'm sad. that's that. i doubt anyone will remember that on friday next week it shall be my birthday. i've been to bf for so long, and yet till now, no one has ever organised anything to surprise me. i feel that all that i have done for them is like something they think is natural, a definite must. but gosh, i have feelings too you know. i feel unappreciated. i feel worked. i feel... worthless in the eyes of them. no one will ever give a flying fuck about me. no one. only my parents, my brother, my ze. i really just wish someone would... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Mon, 30 Apr 2007 10:08:06 GMT grabbed this off miao hui... go think whether it's worth believing. 001. Real name: + Kan Rong Han Serge (can be seen on the sidebar, go read) 002. Nickname: + i have loads. some of them are longan(fruit), luohan(fish), arahart (luohan in chinese), fish, dragon sweat... amongst others. 003. Are you married: + nope. 004. Zodiac sign: + the twins, gemini 005. Male or female: + male 006. Elementary: + Parry Primary School (no longer exists. sad.) 007. Middle: + Maris Stella High School. (don't be fooled by the word high... it was damn low.) 008. Highschool: + Nanyang Poly 010. Hair... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Wed, 18 Apr 2007 15:28:45 GMT hahahahahaha. yep! i'm back.... no more a monster, no longer an asshole. just plain old me. i won't hide behind a mask anymore, always being a shrinking turtle, as the chinese say. it's time to face the problems i have head on. no more hiding. love life as it is, life has lessons for you, and everything happens for a reason. that's why life's so wonderful. lovely, in fact. I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaa. signing off, Serge http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Fri, 13 Apr 2007 10:00:21 GMT sometimes, i feel like i'm born in this world as an irritant. whoever i come into contact with will at one point of time find me so irritating that they don't want to mix with me any longer. it's been the same story all the time.. perhaps it's high time that i lived in recluse, not coming into contact with anyone, anybody... dammit, i can't even console someone close to me. bah, i'm useless. shh. http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Wed, 28 Mar 2007 00:46:55 GMT for all who have been coming to this blog, thanks for your support. but i don't know who i am anymore. a monster? an asshole? who knows? http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 14:14:26 GMT it's supposed to be a bumper year. pigs supposedly bring good luck and fortune, as well as bumper years for all. right? wrong. very wrong. it's not a year for a bumper harvest for me. definitely. i don't want it to be. i just want to be a kid that's lean and mean, with enough muscle to tell those who think i'm a whimp to think twice. bah. it's time to shrink 2 sizes in my pants size. it's way too big. i've gone about this rant for a freakily long time already, but i still ain't doing anything about it. hehehehehe. drats... time to hit the gym. being in a place with all men and hardly... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Thu, 15 Feb 2007 23:55:43 GMT http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Fri, 02 Feb 2007 02:25:38 GMT there's been a bunch of firsts this week... dunno why. it's as though i was just born this week to a world i never want to be in. absolutely lovely. funny though, for the first time i cried myself to sleep. i've never done that before, and i finally know how miserable it is to do so. i just suddenly felt so... alone. very alone. no one to talk to, no one to really pour my heart out to. it's really....... it just eats at your heart. no fun at all. i guess that's what you get when you are always surrounded by loved ones, and suddenly, they all just disappear. now i know what orphans feel... (more) http://thyfantasies.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12