sometimes, i feel like i'm born in this world as an irritant. whoever i come into contact with will at one point of time find me so irritating that they don't want to mix with me any longer. it's been the same story all the time.. perhaps it's high time that i lived in recluse, not coming into contact with anyone, anybody... dammit, i can't even console someone close to me. bah, i'm useless.

shh.